(I can explain…)
Greetings! - So it’s be quite some time since my last post, however I have blogged as a faithful MySpace ADDICT, I just haven’t taken the time to share my thoughts on BlogSpot…so here I am folks!!
It’s been interesting 2 years to say the least, as most of you know I’m now a full-time single Dad since Kayla’s Mom CHECKED OUT as Mom back in January of last year .
I must say, it has been nothing but a blessing and a daily reminder what my calling is and how thankful I am to have her in my life, not to mention how consistent she is with ALWAYS needing me, which in turn keeps ME in line.
In September of this year I really started to view life differently and decided to go full throttle with personal change and getting right with God, after years of conviction and SWEARING my way was it, I am now convinced the Lord has grand plans for me and loves me more than some dumb girl ever could…(Kayla being the exception of course)
Dating still seems to be an on going challenge, still haven’t found “the one” some prospects have been great, others we thought were great turned out to be the opposite, but like my WISE Sister always says, there is one FACT about life…IT GOES ON! (Ain’t that the truth!) Being single for the past 2 years and meeting random people and going on random dates still seems to have done one thing, strengthen my knowledge about what I DON’T want.
Overanalyzing, scrutinizing and swearing there is a deeper meaning is an activity I do less and less of every day. My main goal when I wake up everyday is to NOT pledge allegiance to the CRAZEEE and to find myself FAR from its roller coaster thought process.
My business is still going well, just trying to make a dollar and spend $.50 - some days/weeks are better than others, but everyday I wake up and GO, GO, GO until a better day, beats working for the man, right?
I’m in the process of starting a Golf outreach ministry with my church, serving God really seems to be filling my cup these days, I’ve met some incredible people over the past 4 months that are true, genuine people who really care about my best interest and really what to know how I’m doing, as opposed to the majority here in Orange County that look right past you as they say hello, go figure…
Well that’s all for now folks, I hope this reaches you all happily and in good health. If you make it to CA look me up, I’m a GREAT tour guide (so I hear…)
Sebastian "Prayer begins where human capacity ends. Rev Run-"